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About Film & Animation / Hobbyist Magipie9Male/United States Recent Activity
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Queztal Garden (Mizuko Protodesigns) by Magipie9 Queztal Garden (Mizuko Protodesigns) :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 0 0 Poo Earthbound by Magipie9 Poo Earthbound :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 0 0 Ness Sketches by Magipie9 Ness Sketches :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 0 0 A little project I'm working on... by Magipie9 A little project I'm working on... :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 1 0 Eyeball Sketches by Magipie9 Eyeball Sketches :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 1 0 Even more sketches by Magipie9 Even more sketches :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 0 0 Random Miscellaneous Sketches (2) by Magipie9 Random Miscellaneous Sketches (2) :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 0 0 A Happy Hallow's Eve by Magipie9 A Happy Hallow's Eve :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 1 0 Squidling Shinobi 2 by Magipie9 Squidling Shinobi 2 :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 0 0 Squidling Shinobi by Magipie9 Squidling Shinobi :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 0 0 Random Miscellaneous Sketches by Magipie9 Random Miscellaneous Sketches :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 0 0 Yooka Laylee Sketch by Magipie9 Yooka Laylee Sketch :iconmagipie9:Magipie9 1 0

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7142015 SardOnyx by KenDraw 7142015 SardOnyx :iconkendraw:KenDraw 617 15 Apotlas by artozi Apotlas :iconartozi:artozi 14,842 718 5 Stages of Grief by Picolo-kun 5 Stages of Grief :iconpicolo-kun:Picolo-kun 18,441 1,128
I'm Sorry
I finally realized that my traumatic past has been catching up to me. My unresolved fears and pain of abandonment as a child by my parents has seeped into my adult life. It triggers extreme reactions in me that drives people close to me away.
I like to pretend to be strong. That whatever comes at me in life, I'll just pull myself up again and get over it. I'd like to believe that what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. I'd like to pretend that if I somehow draw out pain, and put it on canvas, that the pain will be contained on canvas, and not deep inside me. But that's not true.
When I'm knocked down and broken, and left to pick up the pieces of myself, I lose a bit more of myself each time. Not everything can be glued back together again. And never stronger than before. I can't trust again. I'm afraid of people. I'm afraid of being close to anyone.
It's hard to get up each morning. I feel hopeless and helpless. It doesn't matter that everyone tells me otherwise. I don't feel that
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+Rapunzel - I see the Lights+ by larienne +Rapunzel - I see the Lights+ :iconlarienne:larienne 4,950 184 between gears by nefar007 between gears :iconnefar007:nefar007 256 11 Sans Animation No. 02 by v0idless Sans Animation No. 02 :iconv0idless:v0idless 6,520 412 DIESEL commemorative print by tysonhesse DIESEL commemorative print :icontysonhesse:tysonhesse 1,488 44 A LINK BETWEEN WORLDS by bellhenge A LINK BETWEEN WORLDS :iconbellhenge:bellhenge 1,931 43 THE WIND WAKER by bellhenge THE WIND WAKER :iconbellhenge:bellhenge 2,360 41 Child of Mercy by AmazingArtistYellow Child of Mercy :iconamazingartistyellow:AmazingArtistYellow 8,219 569 Aoe, fallen angel of the great swing by theDURRRRIAN Aoe, fallen angel of the great swing :iconthedurrrrian:theDURRRRIAN 4,022 75 Swamp Mermaid by Gooseworx Swamp Mermaid :icongooseworx:Gooseworx 375 34 Sleeeeeeeeeeeep by Gooseworx Sleeeeeeeeeeeep :icongooseworx:Gooseworx 113 16




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Artist | Hobbyist | Film & Animation
United States
Hi, just some mook looking to make it big.


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GalenaLarkin Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2015  Professional Writer
Thanks for the watch :)
Magipie9 Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2015  Hobbyist Filmographer
No prob.